My anger. My frustration. My loneliness. It's all over, because I've finally found her. THE girl. That's right - SOG is officially off the market. Everything's so clear now. I've been dead wrong this whole time, and I've never been happier to be wrong in my entire life.
Going back and reading all the things that I wrote, all that rage that I spewed...I feel like a damn fool. Feeling what I feel right now for this girl, it's like I'm a completely different person than the one that posted all that hateful, ignorant junk. And to think I tried to convince people that that was the way life worked. I hope no one took it too seriously, but I actually BELIEVED it.
But it's over, guys. I was wrong. This girl has just blown me away. We met online and just through speaking with each other I could feel something was different about her, and about me. I've never actually experienced this feeling before, the kind that starts in your stomach and spreads through your entire being like light. It puts a skip in your step; I'm bursting with a vibrancy that I didn't think existed. I literally cannot stop smiling. Everything's new. Things that bothered me before seem much less significant now. I suddenly want to be nice to everyone, as if I need to share my happiness because no one man deserves so much of it. And it's all because of her.
Unfortunately, my lady lives far from me - across the ocean to be exact. But from the first time we spoke, we knew, just knew that we belonged to each other. I couldn't wait; the more we spoke the more I needed to be close to her. So this week I flew out to see her. From the moment I touched down to the moment I got on my departing flight, we were inseparable. And at the risk of sounding like I'm bragging, she's HOT. Below, I've posted a picture of my girl and me as a reminder to all you guys out there that if it can happen to me, it can happen to you too. Don't give up hope. Now I'll just count the days until I can see her again, and I know when I do it will be worth every single second.